My World, My Mommy

I cannot believe that Its been 17 years. 17 birthdays have passed and our lives have changed dramatically without you. Its not a good thing, or a bad thing, life just isn't complete. You went home to glory when I was 5 years old. I have no idea what its like to have a mom. I wish I did. I wish you were here just for one day so I could tell you how my life is been, so I could hug you, and give you a kiss, so you could hold me and tell me that everything is going to be okay. So I could hear your voice.

I know you are in a better place. I am so happy that you are not suffering anymore, that you have all of the joy in your heart. I know that you are in heaven with those grand babies that didn't make it. I just want you to know that I love you so much, and you are missed.

My mom died at 32 years old in Spokane, Wa on September 9, 1993. She left behind 3 daughters and a husband. I was just 5 years old.

Today (8.7.2010) she would be 49 years old.

Its so much harder now that I am older, then when I was younger. I guess its because I am married, she didn't get to meet him, WE are trying to start a family soon, she will never meet them. I just wish she was here to experience these things with me. I wish she was here to enjoy being a grandma. I know that she would have been a great one!

My advice to you all is, Love your parents... you never know when GOD will want them.

What I am Loving Wednesday

I feel like I need to get more involved in the blogging community, and I love the fact that everyday of the week has all kinds of different themes. Well, I stumbled across this one. Miss Jamie over atThis kind of love posted an awesome entry called "what I am loving wednesday." and I thought I would join in.

I am so read for the fall, I bought a whole bunch of candles from Candles By Victoria And let me tell you, These are the best candles EVER! I have only been burning the tarts, which I got a jar of 40 tarts for $22.50. Which isn't bad! and Shipping is cheap! $8 for all orders, big or small.

Cartwheels in a Sari by Jayanti Tamm Is an amazing book! I am actually taking my time reading this book, but so far its amazing! I am only on Chapter 2... LOL don't judge me!

I am so late when it comes to watching this show, but I am slowly catching up! This is my new favorite show! I am hoping that I can catch up on the seasons before the new season starts.

If you like this post, come and join in! Click the link above to get to Jamie's blog!

House Hunting

We are house hunting!! We are moving to Arizona in a few months, and I cannot wait! The housing market in AZ is amazing right now! you can get nice homes for dirt cheap! Def a buyers market!

I have found my dream home! it is an amazing waterfront home with a pool! it has 5 bedrooms and 4 baths!

I love this home so much I made it my wallpaper on my computer and my Ipad!

Let me know what you all think of the house!

Click the link below to see more pictures!

My dream home