A Letter for you...

Dear Nehemiah/Noelle,
I was just sitting here thinking about how wonderful life would be if you were here. I just want to let you know that I love you so much, and I cannot wait to hold you and kiss you! You are so loved, and you have so many people here who are awaiting your arrival! You know Mommy, and Daddy have been trying for 3 years now, We have put all of our trust in GOD, so when know once you are concieved it will be perfect.
I am scared at time though, Will i be a great mother? Will I be someone you look up to? Will we argue? Will we have a close relationship? Those are things i have to pray for. I want to be a great role model to you, I want you to be able to tell me everything and anything! There will be no secerts.
Even though I dont know you, even though you arent growing inside of me yet I just want you know that I am so in love with you, You dont know how good your life will be! Your daddy works so hard, and I will be home with you all day, there wont be any second that we arent together.
My promise to you is you will never be put in harms way, you will be loved unconditionally, GOD will be your priority, and you will serve him and love him with all your heart. I want you to remember that your feelings come before mine, and I will make sure that you have a comfy life, you wont have to want for anything, and all your needs will be met.
I cannot wait to read this letter you! I know its going to be sooner than later. Nehemiah or Noelle, I love you!

Love,
Your Mommy

TTC update!

Well, its been forever since I have talked about TTC! We are still trying, but we are just going with the "flow". My cycles are starting to become a little bit normal! So that is a good thing! Hopefully by the summer we will be with child. I just realized that if I dont get pregnant soon, I wont be pregnant with a 2010 baby! I will be having a 2011 baby! You know, I am not gonna go see a fertility dr. We want to try and do this is natural as possible! So, Im gonna keep on losing the weight, and hopefully in the the couple of months I will be sharing with you all my pregnancy announcement!!! I just gotta keep reminding myself that its all in GODS timing! So I am not gonna rush the process, because when it happens it is going to be beautiful, and our child is going to be amazing!!!!

Me :)

First entries are always so hard to write! I dont know where to start!

Well, Lets start out with me!

My name is Tierra! I am 21 years old! I was raised by my dad, in a small town in Washington State. My mother passed away when I was 5 years old. I have always felt a void in my life since losing my mom. When I was younger I didnt really understand, but as I got older, and when I got married I really started missing here. Anyways, I grew up in a christian home, My dad is a pastor. Christ means the world to me, and without him i wouldnt be where I am now. I have always been a christian but I just recently started to seek his face. I am a proud Domestic Engineer!

My husbands name is Patrick! He is 23 years old! He also gre up in a single family home! And was also raised in the church! When he was 16 years old he became a father to a wonderful baby boy! who is now 6 years old. He is the Breadwinner! He works Full Time at our church and Part Time at Verizon!

Now on to us! We meet online November 2006, We went on our first date at the end of decemember and 4 days later we tied the knot! Call us crazy but that was the BEST thing that has ever happend! We just celebrated our 3 year anniversary and still VERY much in love!!

We have been TTC for 2 years now! We have been kinda taking the watever happens happens road when it comes to it! But Just recently Started Trying! We are SO excited to be parents! We have had so much prayer, and words! We know GOD is going to give us our 2010 baby!! We gotta get the ball rolling! We want 6 kids! LOL