Thursday, June 3, 2010

Stop Worrying

"Its going to happen in Gods timing" Thats what I need to keep telling myself. Sometimes its hard to wait and be patient, and the reason why its so hard is because you see everyone else getting their blessing, its like i am reaching for it but someone else catches it before i can. LOL sometimes i think to myself, after 3 years you would think GOD would be like "Okay I have made you wait long enough" LOL. I have never been pregnant! I just want to know what its like to have someone who is going to love me unconditionally growing inside of me. I need to put notes saying "Be patient, its ALL in GODS timing" all over the house! I am also realizing that I cannot be envious, That I need to be happy for those who are expecting, and i need to stop avoiding them, so i have started supporting those who have graduated from the TTC community!

I am just excited about what GOD has waiting for me in my future, not just baby wise, but in life general! He has done so many things for us! My husband got 2 raises, our marriage was saved, We found the perfect church! I just don't understand how people don't believe in GOD, Its like once you feel his presence you are forever changed! Man, just thinking about it makes me want to cry. I want everyone to feel what I feel, he loves me unconditionally and he can love you the same way! You just gotta believe, and once you feel him you will never turn back, just to know that you are a child of the ROYAL king, and that he is preparing a place for you, is an amazing feeling. I could go on and on about the holy spirit, but I don't wanna bore you all!

1 comment:

  1. It is annoying though to hear that comment.. oh just wait it out.. oh just relax. That is very irritating especially when coming from people who dont have fertility issues.